ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
just B R E A T H E
please B R E A T H E
again, please….let me hear your B R E A T H . . . . . .
ohhhhhhh
ohhhhhhh
my friend saw this
it’s dissectible….
and thought “WHA????”
this is crazy, bat-sh*t WTF???? “still figuring it out?” and this is a ‘parent?’
creative writing skills 🙃 i will give the AF BI man that credit
what’s to figure out….”obviously, an attention seeking child,” a friend said
i’m perplexed by the majority of what i see in society today; passing for humans
BUT…..
i met my “crazy” love, human on Tinder
…………fruity with a mind that changes like the wind in the desert
let’s say he has more demons & has more unsettled thoughts than anyone I’ve been around besides that one crazy gal
i remember his post (on Tinder), ‘nice simple life no drama” (just like that)
i bit OUCH
i say OUCH
I felt OUCH
the sex was good….CHEMISTRY INTACT
in LOVE with what he told me yet rarely followed through…..rarely
and…
NEVER BARE YOUR SOUL TO A NARCISISST
they use it against you then GASLIGHT you over and over,
but it’s ok, sweetheart, you’re fine…oh, so fine
fine as a grain of sand on the beach
sadly, no sense, nonsense, ridiculousness,
ridiculed
berated
like a snake slivering
through the desert under the rock
only hearing the hissing of the distain
for life or humans
NONSENSE, I say
oh geeeeez
i thought “SIMPLE,'“ actually meant that
BUT……noooooooooo
more complicated than i care-less
care- less, careless
makes for non-caring
you either want a relationship or you just don’t ….it’s that simple
each conversation was like i was talking to a different person
EXHAUSTING..
SIGH
BIGGER SIGH
i’m tired
ohhhh. sweet lover, you are so exhausting
and….
i’ve talked to many women & men; we’ve come to a conclusion that when someone states, “no drama….” they have it.
speaking of deserts
i’ve been venturing out (a lot) and it’s LUSCIOUS! 💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌
i love mine + the ones I visit
funny how nature brings out the SENSUALLLLLL
i like dressing up and flaunting my “hiking” skills …to
dance
move
breathe
oh, BREATHE
oh MY!@!! it felt so good to sit on that
lusting for nature
TENDERly loving this stunning MOTHER
every drop of sand
was on command
I DEMAND
MORE!!!
now,
on STILLNESS…
have you thought about it lately?
i want to share something
hear me:
i have a song for you…. cause i have a CRUSH on you, baby
you, not you
boss lady? why, YES I AM…
i can’t watch it
it will ruin what’s in my mind
my mind
seeks pleasure
visible
…pleasure
audible
…pleasure
don't go, my love
rest
relax
meditate
bye
bye